Saturday, February 23, 2008

Today

I hate understanding.
I hate knowing why.
I hate smiling when I'm screaming inside.
I hate not being trusted.
I hate being a child.
I hate being an adult.
I hate being in between.
I hate being looked at condescendingly.
I hate not having control.
I hate hiding.
I hate not telling.
I hate expectations.
I hate emotions.
I hate running.
I hate staying.
I hate these thoughts.
I hate it...

2 comments:

f a f a said...

hey sayang. whats wrong?

Nabila Fachir said...

ya.. bgitulah fa.. I'll tell u details later kays.. I just really miss u guys..